i don’t see a light anymore
i don’t feel alright anymore
i’m here to fuck my life up
i’m the thought you’d rather leave behind
the one that never crossed your mind
what a feverish waste
the link to all your hate
embedding under a black surface
buried underneath a nameless face
i’m waking up to realize
i’m here to end my life
bury me inside my conscience
this dies with me
like the lies divulged from my psyche
i’m the lucid ties i never possessed
forever lost in deception
i don’t know where to go from here
i’ve split my life in half
i hope you read these words you fear
i’m dead behind these eyes
being numb inside has never felt so divine
but-
i hate myself more and more
my life’s in shambles
i have nothing to turn to anymore
a dissipated skeleton falls through my hands
the last known breathing life i had
a ghost now dead in my past
i hate myself again
i know now what i’ve lost
i will never be complete
a broken down -
sentient of life i’ll lead
it will never make me whole
i will never be whole
i don’t see a light anymore
mind numbing affliction
euphoric addiction
a neurotic affection
collapsing of anatomy
i realize now, that this dies with me
mind numbing affliction
euphoric addiction
a neurotic affection
collapsing of anatomy
i realize now, that this dies with me
an integral trigger of morale has died
this inner warmth has taken control of my life
i am now nothing in your eyes
do you at all miss what i was like?
was this just all a waste of time?
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