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This Dies With Me

by Divide Paths

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1.
i can’t shake this numbness a feeling not known to most and then a cold breath follows the pain of winter courses through me chilling to the core of every nerve so simultaneously in unison with this fever one step closer to the grave i believe my presence has shifted i no longer have an aura only a shadow that lingers behind please, please don’t look me in my fucking eyes please don’t look me in my fucking eyes i feel nothing anymore i should’ve known and you shouldn’t have pressed the circuits to a situation that you did not own i’ve returned home to my solace i don’t want to see your face the unbearable ferocity in your eyes eats me to the core and stains my soul you don’t need to bear this burden and to be isolated is all i deserve you don’t need to bear this burden to be isolated is all i deserve i am now synthetic my heart torn where you left it follow me, the god of misanthropy the god of misanthropy destined to walk this world alone nothing more than a ghost to everyone i am nothing but a waste of flesh this all rendered useless within my chest take me take me and let me fade away take me, the god of misanthropy
2.
this is where my hope has gone to drown the grave i dug it wasn’t big enough around so in this shallow pool i will stay- untouched if i can manage a heart rate but i haven’t felt my skin in days and i can’t feel a pulse through these tethered veins continue to let my eyes fucking drain i’ll lay here immune to pain let me close off the sky i’ve been sinking but all i want to do is fly and not feel a thing writhing in my sanity laced with misanthropy bellowing in agony and not feel a thing writhing in my my sanity laced with misanthropy bellowing in agony help me stand on my own two feet two feet the dreary eyes that stare right through you any life that was held in there has ended so embrace what you’ve become this life was all that you had a thoughtless process of memory purge has left the scars you see, emerged emerged all the misery and pain is on me my equilibrium became shot i spiral into a void filled with rot misery misery and it’s hard for me to fucking breathe there’s a black hole that follows me i can’t sit here and listen to lungs collapsing my sensory glands are no longer present serotonin virtually non existent
3.
I walked into a battlefield My mind stripped bare My physical self came back home But my soul stayed there Why is this happening to me? Fuck Fallen brothers Voices in my head wishing that It was me instead I wish this would just go away my arms outstretched someone save me It’s a never ending suffering Something i wish to escape It pokes at me and claws at me everyday These memories have become the hunter And i’ve become the mother fucking prey You’re mine, now, Die You are my slave you shall do what I say Left to suffer By the demons of the USA I can still hear their screams Their faces in my dreams I still feel their blood Dripping down my arms and face I can still hear their screams Their faces in my dreams Have I been driven to madness How can I fucking escape? I know that One pull of a trigger Is all it would fucking take (x2)
4.
1978 01:59
(Jim Jones) true, are the lies that i delude a mindless crowd will adhere while charismatic, automatic incarceration of inclination, to speak in archaic tongues you will never know a past existence, god was just my coercion
5.
Aura Shift 06:17
it’s the fear in stigma that keeps you sheltered you fear the living illusion that keeps me together i was torn apart piece by piece by what i thought i was supposed to be but now i’m the man i’d never live to see this alteration of mind is now my reality deteriorating day by day, cell by cell i promise one day that i’ll leave this hell it’s the fear in living that keeps me drawn i fear the day i come to with my demons and fall my throat is numb and i can feel this in my jaw omitting abuse day by day, cell by cell i hope that one day i’ll leave this hell this substance; my savior or is it not? overwhelms my head with thoughts as i sit here lining up my pain snort it all away the happiest ive felt all fucking day 15 minutes it will slowly start to fade away these demons closing in on me will someone fucking help me fucking help me my only savior is this line of dust i’m stuck in this addiction i trust i promise that one day i’ll leave this hell
6.
i don’t see a light anymore i don’t feel alright anymore i’m here to fuck my life up i’m the thought you’d rather leave behind the one that never crossed your mind what a feverish waste the link to all your hate embedding under a black surface buried underneath a nameless face i’m waking up to realize i’m here to end my life bury me inside my conscience this dies with me like the lies divulged from my psyche i’m the lucid ties i never possessed forever lost in deception i don’t know where to go from here i’ve split my life in half i hope you read these words you fear i’m dead behind these eyes being numb inside has never felt so divine but- i hate myself more and more my life’s in shambles i have nothing to turn to anymore a dissipated skeleton falls through my hands the last known breathing life i had a ghost now dead in my past i hate myself again i know now what i’ve lost i will never be complete a broken down - sentient of life i’ll lead it will never make me whole i will never be whole i don’t see a light anymore mind numbing affliction euphoric addiction a neurotic affection collapsing of anatomy i realize now, that this dies with me mind numbing affliction euphoric addiction a neurotic affection collapsing of anatomy i realize now, that this dies with me an integral trigger of morale has died this inner warmth has taken control of my life i am now nothing in your eyes do you at all miss what i was like? was this just all a waste of time? anatomy collapsing this dies with me
7.
I'm a carnal, organic anagram Human flesh instead of written letters I rearrange my pathetic tissue I incise, I replace, I'm reformed I eradicate the fake, pre-present me Elevate me to a higher human form The characters I am Made into a word complete then I'll be the new norm Self inflicted fractures I replace my bones with bars Aluminum bleeding oxide The drug of Gods into my pounding veins My receiving eyes exchanged with fuses Blindness induced to prevent destruction Ceramic blades implanted Past my ribs to save me from the dues of inhalation I tear my worldly useless skin Staples to pin it over my ears Non-receptive of ungodly sounds I disable the audio generators of fear Hexagonal bolts to fill my mouth Sharpened to deplete The creator of all violence Without speech there will be no deceit Baptized in vitriolic acid A final touch, a smoothing of features Completion of the greatest art To cast the godly creatures Humans, once astray, made divine Stripped of congenital flaws We're incandescent Revelations in a world of darkened forms Disciples, come join with me To save a failed humanity Follow the God of cyanide Into the new eternity Behold a sacrificial erase A cleansing worshiping of pain The new millennium Christ Here to redeem all from lies, lies

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released March 1, 2019

All music composed and produced by Zackary Sanchez
Lyrics written by Zackary Sanchez and Zachary Shaffer
All vocals performed by Zachary Shaffer

Album artwork hand-painted by Kiara Sanchez
Instagram: @realms.xo

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Metal band from Olympia WA
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